Abraham: Promises of God

Probably all of us are at least somewhat familiar with the story of Abraham, and remember his frequent title as the “father of faith” and remember his acts of faith being credited to him as righteousness, such as tithing to Melchizedek and taking his son up on the mountain as an offering to God.

Do you remember what God promised Abraham in Genesis 15:4? God said “this man will not be your heir, but one who will come forth out of your own body shall be your heir”. God promised him offspring, and not only that but that his descendents would be as numerous as the stars in the sky (Gen 15:5).

But somewhere in that I see a lacking in faith. He could have had faith that God would bless his wife Sarah with child, but when they just weren’t…ahem…making any babies, successfully…Sarah doesn’t have the faith (at that point) that God is going to give them a child within God’s design for a man and a woman, and tells her husband to sleep with her servant and get her pregnant. And the result of that whole fiasco was Islam (Ishmael), and a blessing by God to multiply his descendants to be “too many to count”. And when God says no, he’s going to establish his covenant with a son of Sarah, not Ishmael, (Gen 17:19) they have some disbelief in their heart. “Abraham fell on his face and laughed.” In his heart he said, ‘Will a child be born to a man 100 years old. And will Sarah who is 90 bear a child?” (Gen 17:17)

Sometimes God’s promises seem crazy, they seem impossible. Everyone knows nobody who’s 90 years old can get pregnant. That’s just crazy. But sometimes God promises us things that seem crazy too.

But I challenge you: What has God promised you that you aren’t taking him seriously about?

Its so easy to have that doubt, even the “father of faith” doubted God’s promises. Has God spoken something into your life, but you just laugh and say “that’s never going to happen” and start plotting in your own fleshly way how to “make God’s promise” a reality…but not quite in the way God intended? When really, God was just saying, hold on just a little longer in faith that I do come through on my promises?….God wants to bless you with things he’s already promised you.

Are you waiting in eager expectation for the blessing God has individually promised you? I challenge you to take God at his word that he is faithful, no matter what circumstances may lead you to believe. God is greater than our circumstances. And he has some huge blessings he wants to do in your life.

(Its interesting to note also that despite Abraham’s doubts that God could give him a child, he still was obedient to what God told him to do, and had his entire family circumcised, even at his old age. There are further implications you can draw from this…)

Genesis 5: Beauty and the Shadow

I was reading Genesis chapter five today, and I know some of you groan “not another genealogy” but I kind of get all excited, because there’s a lot of interesting under the surface meanings that you discover if you actually study them rather than just read them; like for one thing, in Hebrew culture, names are more than “just a name”, its supposed to represent the essence of the being, which as you may remember is why it was such a big deal that Abram, Sarai, even Saul were given new names in the bible. There’s some interesting names in those lists of who begot who.

Many of you have probably heard Genesis is the “book of beginnings”. But do you know who the first person named in the bible for having two wives was?

His name was Lamech, which means “powerful” in Hebrew (says Strongs). He was a descendant of Cain (yeah, that same guy who killed Abel, you remember your bible history right), one of the seventh generation of mankind. He was also the first person in the bible to kill under the guise of self-defense (but that verse could be a whole other sermon in itself).

His two wives names? Adah and Zillah. Adah means Ornament or Beauty. Zillah means Shade or Shadow.

Beauty and the Shadow. Lovely. Gives quite a mental image of what the dynamic is when you step outside “God’s design” of a man and his wife. Someone gets left in the shadow. Isn’t that always the way its been since the beginning of time? Having two women never quite worked out for everyone involved, did it? Wouldn’t you just really love to be Zillah, living in the shadow of the more beautiful wife of your husband? What does this tell you about God’s design for marriage? Its an interesting thought to ponder.

If you want some bonus nuggets, or bible study idea: cities in the bible, who built them, why, what kind of character did the people starting cities have, were those people godly, what was God’s reaction to the city, were they in obedience to God…there are a lot of questions you can ask yourself. For some starter nuggets: Cain built the very first city. Nimrod built the first kingdom including the city of Babel–and we all have a pretty good idea how God felt about them building the city of Babel, rather than dispersing to fill the earth like God had commanded. It kind of seems like a little bit of a trend. What a contrast to the cities in Revelation, the cities of God versus the cities of Man in Genesis.

Aids & The Blood

I don’t know how I almost completely forgot one of my favorite stories from downtown last night.

Darren has an assortment of tracts in his bag, and I’ve been giving him a hard time about how many “scary” ones he has in there. Well, there’s mainly two scary designs…one with a bloody crucifix on the front. And the other is also red and just says “Aids and the Blood” in big letters.

But one of the guys, being more bold than me, decides he’s going to hand those out. One of the guys he gave one to, this Asian guy in his 30s or so, takes one look at it and says “I can’t take this” And the bold guy said “its the power of Jesus to transform lives!” And the Asian man replies, “but you don’t understand sir, we’re downtown to *pick up women*, we don’t want to think about Aids right now”. But at this point it may have already been too late to not think about the consequences of the choice he was about to make, you could see it on his face, God’s heart was piercing him with a conviction.

I also tried out an amusing titled new tract that I got, “God’s last name is not DAMN” which seemed to be a great one for some of the downtown crowd types. In fact, one of the first people I gave one of those tracts to starts talking to her friends as she looks at the cover of the tract and walks away “oh my gosh, (my friend) Ed totally needs this!”.

Dude…downtown is hilarious

Every week there’s so many funny stories. So many…moments.

So we’re on the corner of 5th and G (across the street from Jimmy Loves), all standing around in a circle praying (this is toward the end of the evening) and then we hear someone yelling out of a car “Who’s the man? Jesus” (the Jesus part really loud) and screaming. So look over to see who’s trying to distract us from praying. Its none other than Nefty and Rich and two of their friends. Big wave. And then “hey we’re praying over here…” “oh sorry”. Every time we go down there we run into someone we know (who wasn’t “with us”), if not several.

And then there’s the characters. This homeless lady asked us for money and Darren was feeling nice and gave her a dollar bill. I asked if we could pray for her. Oh, please. And then after we prayed for her and her daughter she starts totally getting into it and starts praying for us. Then all of a sudden she says “I have to go” runs over to a news-stand, grabs about half of the papers and runs off. Okay what was that? Is she gonna sleep on those? No. She runs over to the trash can down the street and throws them out….then comes back and takes the other half and runs off with them and dumps them in the trash too, and disappears. We’re kind of standing there for a moment dumbfounded trying to figure out exactly what we just saw. Darren thought perhaps she was stealing papers or something. Ken didn’t really say much of anything. And then I see. The label on the news-stand. Its the free “Gay and Lesbian Times” she had taken. And then we just bust up laughing as it comes together what had just happened. That’s hilarious. I don’t think I’ve ever seen THAT before downtown…but there’s always something new to see down there.

And I ran into a co-worker of mine later, and we talked for a little while…he seemed a little surprised that I was downtown to talk to people about Jesus somehow. Like, what, wait, you don’t get paid for this do you? No. I’m down here cuz there’s a lot of people in this world going to hell…

And then there’s the Christians with tracts. Ohmygoodness…they’re EVERYWHERE downtown. And not just our group. Its typical to run into at least 1-2 other Christian groups, usually one of which is from our own church, down there, even if we pick our block (usually somewhere within a one-block radius of 4th and G) and just stay put. There’s guys who stand on corners and preach, people on other corners handing out literature, there’s usually some people who go down there and hold up big signs with messages about Jesus…you never know who you’ll run into…but its kind of like…its a small world every week…we met these three guys (well, two guys and a gal) who were out and it turns out the one guy is married to the lady who used to be the choir worship leader at our chuch way back when…They had some good tracks too, they gave us a few “trade”. Every week seems like there’s a group like them, multiple of them. These guys said they’ve been coming out every weekend for like a year….and this is the first time we’ve hit the same blocks as them? (well, technically, we were off our normal block…)

Its just a funny culture thing of San Diego…I was talking about it with Ken, cuz he’s from L.A….there’s a different spiritual climate in San Diego…street corner evangelists are like a part of life downtown in San Diego….I can’t count how many times people have come up to us to thank us for what we’re doing, and to let us know they think we’re doing a good work. Seriously, at least three times as often as we run into a crazy demon-possessed guys who can’t help but curse any time they hear the name Jesus (we had one of those tonight too).

You know, went down there, wasn’t sure if I’d stay out there long, but I could at least just go to the prayer loft and pray, right? So I parked at Horton. Well, when my parking was up (you only get three hours there before they start dinging you nasty parking fees), I was like, I don’t feel done here, I think God’s got more for me here…so I went to repark…only instead of going counterclockwise out of the parking, I went straight, and around the block clockwise and landed this super-amazing street-parking spot only half a block down from Horton Plaza. God knows what I need too…cuz I’m not sure I would have been up for the walk of parking on Union back to fifth tonight. But the power to be out there doing this stuff…its not me, its Jesus. God’s a good God, if I do say.

The Valley of Tears

When you go through the valley of tears, don’t stop and buy real estate.

Keep going. Realize its just a valley, but don’t wallow in it, its not a pit. Notice the Israelites don’t set up camp there, keep making forward progress, focus on the destination. Let the valley a place of refreshment (a spring). And even in the valley of weeping, God’s raining down his blessings on you. And don’t trick yourself into thinking you’re in the valley when you’re really not, count your blessings that you’re not instead…

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Brought to you by Psalm 84:5-6. Ali had shared a story about a friend of hers in Arizona that has an 18 month old baby, and her husband of two years died two months ago, and asked a question about what to do with the fear of such a tragedy…

Reflections Looking Backward

Before putting away my really old journal pile that I was dismembering portions of, I decided to just sit down and read the one from right when I first came to know Jesus. The journal started the day after I gave my life to Christ.

As I read over it, some parts of it make me laugh (“tides and offerings”…is that something like “good tidings”?). Other parts make me cry. But all in all, what a work God was doing in me. But even right then, people around me could see a change in me. “Its like a completely different Jess. You sound like you’re really happy, happier than I remember” said Chris. And I saw a lot of changes in my own attitudes. That and there were the little things, the prayers, that looking back God quite faithful to answer.

Missions Conference “Coincidences”

Three years ago when I bought my car…they didn’t have any cars in stock that didn’t have the “sport package” which I didn’t want, but I needed the car, so I was like, okay, fine, sell me the sport package…well, came in handy when I had to go pick up this gross disgusting box of bloody raw meat on Friday night for the Missions Conference we had on Saturday (we cooked Ugandan food for the conference). The box leaked…somehow by some miracle, did not leak all over all the junk in the truck…just stayed right where it was and made a mess on the trunk liner…which being plastic I can take out and hose off. Oh imagine how gross that would be if it had leaked all over the carpet layer in the trunk instead of the sport package plastic trunk liner? Oh the near disasters that weren’t.

Oh and the people who helped us cook the food…totally did that, not expecting any compensation, just because they had servants heart…well, we had a bunch of leftover food, and it turns out the guy who was a refugee from the Congo and the lady from Uganda who’s husband was brutally murdered…the ones who helped us with the food…well, turns out they have large families they live with, and obviously like no money…so we were totally able to bless them with the leftovers–and not just food, but the kind of food they like. Some of it was really good…some of it, I didn’t care much for, personally.

Dion & The Belmong

At church tonight this guy from our church was singing his testimony to oldies songs and then sang a few more oldies songs “sister act” style with christianized lyrics…totally a fun night at church. This guy got saved by Dion (!!!) Yeah, like Dion and the Belmonts, the oldies group. Crazy, right? Course even more crazy is A. Dion is a Christian. B. Dion didn’t die with Buddy Holly et. al. because he was poor so he took the bus instead of getting on that chartered plane with the rest of them. Funny how that works sometimes…

Claiming the Victory in Prayer

I am reading a book called “the complete green letters” for school right now. Last night I read chapter 16 entitled “Help” and it had some revolutionary thoughts about prayer. Are you (the supposedly “mature” christian) praying “asking” (or worse, begging) God for help?

Its kind of a “spiritually immature” way to pray. It’s Satan’s technique to try and convince us that we need to ask God for things he’s already done or promised… (convicting, kind of reminded me of when Miles would share that you shouldn’t pray for salvation EVERY week that you should be thanking God that he’s already given you salvation each week). The thing is, if you’re resorting to begging God for help, you’re not trusting in the fact that he’s already promised you help, and you aren’t believing that he WILL help you.

So stop doing that, and instead pray for God to get you out of the way and for him to step in; claim (on the grounds of the blood of Jesus) the victory Jesus has already promised. Ask, yes (“ask and ye shall receive”), but beg not. Claim victory instead.

I get it! I get it!

When HSE2 got back from their wilderness trip, everyone in their class was just…glowing. Positively glowing countenance. And tonight (after pastor Benjamin’s prayer night), I got to feel that glow for myself…and its just like, I finally got it…its one thing to say “we just spent a week in the presence of the Lord and that’s why we’re glowing” and another to feel what its like to sit in that presence yourself. I get it…and it just makes me hunger for more of it…makes me want to get to go on that HSE2 wilderness trip (yeah, despite all of HSE1 wilderness trip…) and get a whole *week* of what we got for one night tonight.